My first experience of cigarette was really awful. But to think that it's cool then, I kept trying till I make it a weeks after. I enjoy playing with the smoke most specially when I'm in public, just to be cool tho.
I wrote this letter just to tell all the kids nowadays that I've encountered each day. Hopefully this letter will reach you, or you'll reach this I hope. In my old days I remember I have the power to refuse but I don't. Cause in my eyes it's really fun. Sinabayan pa ng puyat tapos yosi maya maya.
It started in one stick, just only one. I used all my ninja technique to hide it at my parents and relatives. But it seems like I can't hide it forever. I got scolded by my mother and father the first time they knew it. But since they already knew it there's no reason to hide it. Pero di ako nagpapakita manigarilyo sa harap nila up until now . Nahihiya parin ako kahit alam na. Although nakikita nila ko.
I started at one and now I can deal with one pack or more. At first I can't feel any. But now I regret it. It's true that curiosity kills a cat. I can't feel comfortable every morning. I easily got faint, and my cough will be here for a years. My teeth got destroyed. My lungs is aching sometimes.
It is hard to quit when you're addicted, you must quit while you can. I'm still young, I know. But it's going to be insane. I am still looking on how I can escape the game I started. It's not easy, I tell you that. It feels like that it's flame melted my cardio away.
I warned you guys although I didn't feel any serious condition for now but it will lead soon to a critical one. So please stop smoking while you can make it.
Don't criticise my grammar, I'm not a pro.
Reckless Eyes
2018
BSA
UE
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