Apology

I caught my girlfriend cheating on me with her blockmate. On that day I contact my Frat brothers to do the vengeance with me. The vengeance that the mutherfvcking guy deserves to receive! Inabangan namin yung lalake. Binugbog. Nilumpo. Don't worry, I am not that brutal, I did not kill him. We just set him free naked in a highway with an advice and that is to better shut his fvcking mouth or else. You might say I am an asshole, anak ng demonyo but the hell I care? Can you blame me? I'm hurt. My dignity and my ego was suddenly shattered because of that moth*rfucker a motherfvcking b*tch!

My girlfriend was begging for me to forgive and not to leave her. My mind was all set na hiwalayan na siya but I tried to give her the one and only chance and that is to face the consequences of what she did to me. I made a deal, she agreed, simple as that. She said, she can do anything, alrighty then.

The day after, pinapasok ko siya ng maaga. Tinalian ko ang leeg niya, inutusan ko siyang gumapang paakyat mula 1st flr hanggang 7flr ng Educ. Bldg. at hihilain ko yung tali sa leeg niya. Umoo naman siya. When we were on the 5th flr. I saw her tears falling from her eyes and her knees was starting to bleed, tumutumba tumba narin siya non but still, she was trying her best to pull herself up to continue walking. She did not make any noise. Pinupunasan niya lang yung luha niya at tuloy sa pag gapang. It hurts seeing her crying and in pain but she have to do that. Physical pain can has a cure but what she did to me, destroying my trust, my ego and my dignity? There is no chance to be healed again.

We are still together but I don't have the trust anymore resulted from what she did, few years ago.

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Institute of Arts and Sciences (IAS)
FEU Manila